Apr 24 2010's Afternoon.

Yesterday was a happy day! Even though all night and in the morning yu were mad at me but after you got to my house. Everything is fine again. We love each other so much and everything he did make me sooo happy and I feel like the happiest person in the world. He is just the person who understands and loves me most in the world. I can not live with out him and that is just right. I think that I can't leave you for any second because even though we are on webcam, we are so weird to each others and it bugs me a lot I don't know what is my problem. It seems like on webcam, everything I do bothers you, makes you sad or feel weird. Uhh I just don't get why ong xaa, I just wanna make you happy like what you did to mee, but whyy can't I do itt?!! It's like for every now, we are mad and being weird at each other at least once, it really makes me feel so down and sad and I know that you feel the same way. I try to it, but I don't know what is the best idea. I am so tired of myself because I always making you sad and stuff, I wanna hit myself, so hard, so I can wake up and know the right solution to make you happy all the time. I'm just so stupid right babe?

I need you ong xa, I really do. You are my everything and I hope you know that. It's just I think now there are more complicated stuff that happened in our lives. My nosy family knows about us and keep getting on our way. Our summer jobs, our summer reading stuff, our A.P's classes, School works, ect. So many things that happened and something I don't even know what to do. To keep balance on all these things are not easy, but I'm always trying to make everything the best as I can. But the thing that I will never give up and will never lose to is our love! I make sure that nothing will interupt and hurt our relationship because babe, I really can't live without you..

Ong xa it is our relationship, we needa solve things out together, because that is how we build our love stronger, I believe in you and in our love babee!

I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUU!
I PROMISE I WON'T MAKE YOU SAD ANYMORE! [WELL I WILL TRY THE BESTTT]
BABEEE YOU KNOW THAT I CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT YOUUU!
SO JUST TELL ME WHAT YOU THINKK AND DON'T FEEL WEIRD ANYMOREEEEEE BABEEE
I LOVE YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU, I NEED YOUUU IN MY LIFE TO KEEPS ME LIVING !!

Wo ai nii :}