Somethings wrong with him again today. Knew there was a reason, even he said it himself, but he doesnt wanna know that he knows da reason.. what would it be? Keep thinking and I cant find the answer. Feel so down when hes down like this, once again I couldnt do anything to help him get over it. Just sit and looking at him being down, Im too stupid. Sorry thui...
What can the reason be, not fam. probs, was it about Map? I really wanted to know, but dont want to ask because yu said yu Dun wanna kno, and Map might annoy thui if Map asks.. I dunno da reason, what can I do.. Map really wants to do something for Thui.. But Im so clueless. Thui always makes Map happy, every single second. even just now, we both feelin down and silent, but im still have the feeling that Im the luckiest and happiest person in the world because Im seeing you. My heart's with you, my feeling's always saying 3 words, I love you.
I feel so strong today, I can hold everything in, no tears shed while webcaming with him. I feel so proud! Dont wanna make him feel more down, never! But now I can be easy with myself a lil bit. Let all the tears out and wish thui will be okay. Thui doesnt have the right to feel down, i wanna take that right from him so bad, so badlyy..
Wish "that reason" is not about Map, Map really cant live without Thui.. What would that reason be... Was Map done something wrong? Was it because Map's too boring now? What can Map do to help thui feel better?.. Even if I needa sacrifice myself, its no matter. Even if I needa give up everything, as long as thuis always fine and happy, yes please!
Why huhh MAPPP whyy! ARGGGGHHH stoppp thinking that way STUPID! Thui always love Map! No matter what! We both promised and he had my heart! I believes hes gonna take care of it WITH HIS BEST! Mapps tooooooo stupidd stop thinking! MAP TRUST THUI! YES I DO! sorrryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy for all the thingsssss! Map was just too weak and dumb and slow to get things at time! okay now I needa stay calm. REMEMBER! MAP LOVES THUI FOREVER! and Map BELIEVES Thuis gonna love map until we both 150 too!
I love you Thui, please feel better, please be fine. I can do anything! everything! Please.. just dont leave map alone.. dont ever leave map alone. Map's gonna lose her way without thuii. Lose her life, because thui is map's everything..
I believe in you thuii, Map trust in thui. Thui can do get over it! Because Maps always be there with thui. Inside his heart no matter wah happens. Nothing cant change it, nothing cant change the love between us. its all because, I BELIEVE. <3
