Happy 11 months! I am so happy and thankful for everything that we had done for each other. Without you, I wouldn't know and feel the real and true happiness. Without you, I wouldn't even know how to face complicated situations and I wouldn't believe in true love if there was no you. Babe, I really love you and you know it. I just cannot describe it and I hope it will last forever since I believe, and I hope you also believe in us too. It was a happy day with you coming over, I didn't go with your friends, but me. That really means a lot to me ong xa, like a lot. Because it would so lonely to spend anniversary of us on my own. Ong xaa, I always hope and hope and hope that we are going to be forever because I can't wait to our future. And I know it's a long way there. But I will never give up because sometime I make you sad, make you feel bad, I make myself tired because of me. But I still stand up and believe in out love because my heart is too strong and because you already really really took my heart away with you and I can't live without it. you really did. I don't know what you think about me every time I make you disappointed, I'm really sorry for all I did and I hope you will forgive me and will never give up, just like me.
Ong xa, I need you to trust me, even though I disappointed you many times already, but I promise I will fix my mistakes and I did and I will. I know you really worry about a lot, and I am too. But aren't you want me to be careful? Everytime I come back to you after a while not on the phone or on webcam with you, I really tell you the truth what happened. I told you that I'm hurt and I really hurt. I told that something went wrong when there's really some wrong thing. But there are also time that nothing happened to me and I am all good and I told you that, why don't you believe me? Am I suppose to come back and come up with something that caused by my clumpsiness? :{ Babe I promise you to be careful and I know I can't perfectly doing that all the time, but I try and I success sometimes. Right babe? I know you are really worry about me and what I told you hurt you :{ Im sorry ong xaa, I just really mean it and that was I really thinking and that was nothing happened, I was careful and nothing happened to me, I'm seriously telling the truth. And the truth makes you not talking to me anymore.. Why ong xa? Sometime I'm really lost of what I did and what makes you sad. I promised myself to always tell you the truth, and that will happen until forever. I know I am such a clumpsie and weird and crazy person but.. you told me to try to be careful and I did.. Why is it make you feel like I'm telling you lies?... Ong xaa, please believe in me.. I really need you to trust me ong xaa because I told you I will never lie to you ... Ong xa and I mean it..
Sometime it's hard to tell how I feel, babe everytime you are not talking to me anymore, I feel like ehh idk what am I going to do how am I going to fix it even though sometime I don't even know why what I did wrong to make you mad or sad. Babe it is really a very very very bad feeling.. I need you to be by my side and always trusting me just like what I always do to you. Babe I'm sorry for the moments that my mistakes make you so disappointed, but them all always done by accident and I always tryna fix it.. Ong xaa please don't ever give up and don't ever leave me a lone or not trusting meee. I really love you, I really need you. Babe you are the reason that keeping me alive.. sarangheyoo ong xa
Happy 11 Months, you are my everything ! Forever love
Apr 22 2010
7:42 pm
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