It's the last minutes of 2OO9. Saying good bye to a memoriable year, a year that I actually received the true and real love ♥ I love you babe yrme ! ♥ 2O1O will be even better since I will never stop trying to give us happiness and I believe the same goes to you ♥ I cant live without you ong xa ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ (:
Idk, Im just really down and sad right now and idk the reason. Well maybe I can feel it but im not sure if that is it.. Ong xa I really wanna spend New Year&New Year EVE with you! But its obviously cant happen at this time. Anyways, 2009, I think I made so many mistakes that made yu sad and feel bad or feeling bothered, its just because I usually dont/cant think before say or do anything that usually makes thing bad. I wish I could do better of making you happy which is one of my only goal of life, building our love, heating up our happiness and getting to your dreams! <3 Thuii the only thing my heart knows and will always knowing is that I love you, I really do, I seriously do. Love is absolutely NO JOKE AT ALL to me. It's just too special and precious to play with, so do you. I'd never play with your heart and I NEVER WILL! It's just me, the clumsy-self and sometime I even look/ act like a fool without knowing, I was always afraid that I'd embarrass you in front of others, but you were always making me feel special and turn me to the happiest and luckiest person in the world just to have you in my life. Idk what else to ask for, I just had enough, it's you, your heart, and your happiness.
2009 just had soooooo much memories that I will never ever forget. The year that I met you, the happy and nervous moment around the time that I secretly liking you and tried everything to let you know and all that. Its just toooo special to forget. Everything about you is special, EVERYTHING.
Thui oii, I really miss you, I really wanna be with you now. right now ); . Even though I'm webcaming with you now, but you are sleeping, I know youre tired, its okie, I love to see you sleep babe <3 . But before you sleep, you didn't seem very happy, and it's New year in few minutes, I just feel like I havent accomplished something important before New Year, I think that's exactly the reason why I'm feeling sad right now.. Babee I really wanna see yu smile before yer going to sleep, it has a big power to me, it makes me automatically happy too no matter anything had gone wrong during the day. & I have church 2morrow mornig too, there will be no time for me to tell you all this so you can smile and feel happy in New Year. Urgg I feel so weird, I didnt see you happy, I didnt see you smile, I really wanna say Happy New Year and share the happy time with you at 12:00 AM the FIRST SECOND of 2O1O but it seems to be impossible now cause your already asleep (: . Well it was my plan since few days ago to happy you laugh and happy in the first seconds of 2O1O. But its okay, I lOve you, and I believe in 2O1O, I will make you happier and happier everyday passes by because I will never stop trying no matter waht. Permission has not accomplish, you didn't smile before going to sleep in the last day of 2009, but once agen its alright, you will be smiling for the rest of our 135 years together ! <3 I believe in me, in you, and in our love babe (: <333
Okay I should stop feeling down now, its almost there! Start out fresh ! 2O1O will be awesome as long as Im with you and I will always being with you no matter how much it costs. Its just all I can do, because it's just me, a simple normal person who just has a biggest love in the heart in the world, and it's all for you babe, your the most special person in my life. Or should I say, you are my everything, more than my everything, because it was what I meant.
I cant live without babe, I will just going to whisper happy new year to you at the first second in 2O1O babe, as long as your heart feels it, I feel alright (: <3 Hold me tight and never lets go! I changed my mind, not until we're 150 years old, but until FOREVER. Our love will never end, NEVER! Because this is it, this is right, I feel it, maybe no one can tell or believe me, but this is what I had been looking for, a true love, with you ong xa. <3 Thui butt oi, and you know, its our true love, and true love never has an ending. <3
I love you babe ! forever, eeverrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! <3333333333
-11:57pm- Dec 31 2009 (:
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