Its Christmas agen (: Chirstmas is a peaceful and awesome day, I was always wating for Christmas, just for the feeling of it, it'd never had been fun anyways in my life, i just dont get why...
This year, there's a hugeeee different, my life becomes awesome! It's the sweetest, happiest, awesomest and everything best ! I cant describe how thankful I am to have you in my life. Since the day O522O9, my life has changed completely, no more loneliness, no more embarrass of myself, I became stronger, because yu're always there for me. I just love you alot babee, I really do, my heart cant beat without loving you, I cant live without you, yer the only the reason which is keeping my alive. Since the day I met you, everything I do, no matter how little or how big it is, I still think of you before doing it. On my prayers, yer always go first, Im always giving you the best prayers off all, I dont care if anything happens to me, when yer alright and happy, Im even happier. That's why Im always happy with how things go, as long as yer happy and safety, my life is more than awesome! <3 Yu are just my everything. because yu took my heart away, yur just too special, Im willing to let yu keep my heart no matter waht, because yu also gave yurs to me. no matter what happens, my heart is still yours, and without your heart, I will not able to live (:
Now, sitting here alone, I really miss you so much babeee, idk why Im so emotional at this time, maybe because yer not around me, ); I realllyy miss you aloooott . I dont know what else to do, but missing you. But its okie as long as yur having fun ! I just wish tomorrow to come faster so I can see you and spend time with you ! :D I wished and prayed for yer sweet Christmas though (: I wonder what did you do Im really excited to hear to talk about your day ! :D Even though itsVERY bored here, but 0o well.. (: everyone leaves me alone babe, noone cares about me, just like old time ^^'' ; but its okiee, having you in my life is enough, Im not asking for anything else but yer happiness and saftiness! ^O^ I love you alott ong xaaa ! I really want to see you now, I really miss you, I cant stand it.. I cant hold it back to myself T-T
I dont get why, I dont EVER get why my family wont lemme have a bf. I really want to show you to EVERYONE in the world include my fam, but why cant i?! O0 my god this feeling is sooooo bad, babe I want to bring you to my family, I want to come over to spend time with yer family, I want to bring you over to my family and spend time with us too, I want to go to church with you, I want to cook thngs with you and I want to sleep over or I want to sleep over yours. It would be the awesomest thing. Babe Im sorry for all that, I cant let my family know now, but I will ! Sooner but not too later, they will have to accept the truth, without you, I cannot live. <3 Ong xa believe me, trust me ong xa. I can do it ! (:
awwws what you are doing now, I wish I can be there with you, or you can be here. WHATEVER! As long as I can be withyou, I feel satisfied ! <3 Babee I love you, I needd you, you are my everything. I cant describe it.. you are just my everything babee <3
I love you babee,
I need you,
I miss yu, alooooootttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt !
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