How long do I have to wait? Why was I so shure about yur gonna come to me? I dun even kno what yer thinking and not even 1% shure 'bout yer gonna change yer mind of liking me or not. I feel really weiird rite now... I told myself to wait, keep waiting days after days & i see no movements from yu. Yu made mah feeling uncertant, yu changed everything in mah life, every-single-thing. Yu said yu cant find the rough sides of yu. Yu said yu were sick of this situation. Remember yur message the other day, "man just wanna be wit her buh has to do wit so much stuff im sick". that really brought my feeling down, like down-down. What yu need to be sick of? Love has nothing to do wit embarrassment. Or just b/cause u think yer friends are dat mean not letting yu have a gf? Or because yur not even shure if yu really liked me or not? Or because there's something that yu need to accomplish be4 telling meh. omgg my head feels like breaking up aparts I really dunno wats on yer mind rite now. I really dunno wat to do. Why huh whyyy! all I need is a few words from yu dat decide everything. Buh no i still have to waitt, wait wait wait wait wait when's the time to stop waiting? I guess I needa wait... since... hmm I just needa wait, I havee to wait. Cant understand why yur dissapointed me so many times buh I still believe in yu for some reasons... My heart's not letting me forget about yu. Yer just have... taken so much space in my heart and there's nothing to replace it. Why... waht if Im gonna keep waiting.. den at da end, yer transfering, imma bee... omgg cant imagine how Im gonna be witout yu... Maybe I was so silly or stupid or w/e to spend sooo much time to w8 fo yu, but idc, I'll be waiting no matter how long its gonna be until yu tell me what yu think... no mater wats da result is buh... Im happy to receive yer words from yu. I can handle it.
Remember waht we did today?.. was playing a game buh we both hoold hand because we have to, but I was soo happyy.. like sooooooooooo happy cant use words 2 describe it. Everytimg we were playing around and yer kinnda hug me from da back, Its soo sweett and I feel like im belonging to yu 4evur... Maybe I was kinnda impatient here... but time's running out, if we keep wasting out time like dis, i cant stand if yer transfering. Imma just.. faint down and be a tree person. plz dun lemme keep waiting.. buh I'll still wait, wait wait & wait...
-Memory Friday May 15, 2009 -
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