Family's problems, asthma, friendship's problems, surgeries... these keep going on and on in a circle and I really dunno when's it gonna end. Sometimes Im really lost... Sometimes I needa be stronger then ever. Yesterday, I mean this morning, was my very 3 surgeries in my life, also the 2nd one for this dummi asthma. I feel so weak... really didnt know wah to do, but he gave me courage, just to see him on the webcame before I go, I believe everythings gonna be fine as he said. And yes, its success. (:
I never knew that I got in during the fight earlier. And now it started acting up, my lefty leg... is gonna be much weaker than be4, like much much weaker... There's no hope about my physical strength, but because of Thui, Map will always staying strong, nothing can beat her down! (: There's so little hope of my fam. They were always nagging about stuff that's just for their faces, sometimes I was wondering... Do they even care about their 2nd child?...
There're only him & my buddies who gave me strength to start over again wit the same me, but a much weaker physical problem...
He's the one who I put everything into. He's the one who Im willing to do anything & everything just for his happiness. He's just my everything. . . There's alot more that I wanna say, but i dont know why, Im really wordless at this moment. A feeling of happiness is always inside me since I'm with him, since I'm belonged to him... That turned me to the most happiest girl in the world.
I love you hunnie <3 yrme
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